Weigh-in #20 ~ Oh no!!!

What happened?! Nooo I didn’t just yo-yo again!!! Ugh, I am so so angry, disappointed, but happy it is not 5lbs. I gained, yes you read right, gained 2.6 lbs. damn damn damn, what the hell!! Give me a break. I am scared to weigh-in next week now.

Things are not going well at all. I am being disappointed each week, I have gained weight, and it is really upsetting me I do not want to go back to where I was. I need to get it in my head, that for me, my way of eating will have to be a lifetime commitment or I will never achieve my desired results. I have really considered writing into Biggest Loser and try to get on the show, I would be more than willing to put myself to the test for a whole year. But then I think NO I can do this on my own!! I’m getting worried. I need to concentrate more! Really need to not worry about wasting food! Let’s get on with the photo.

Sad huh? Even Daisy is checking my weight LOL It is a disappointment, and I need to see it as another slip-up, but it can’t keep happening, I am yo-yo-ing, rather than a continuous weight gain. So you can see I am trying. Anyway, that is all for now. Till next time.

xoxo Emily