I weighed myself and was happy to see I lost 3.6 lbs, yay. I was super excited. I hate yoyoing, but what am I to do. Just keep going forward. I am still eating the meals from Weight Watchers, Smart Ones, and Healthy Choice, I’m really liking Healthy Choice a lot more, but Weight Watchers has some nice meals too, Smart Ones continue to be a bit boring, but I can’t be too choosy right?

I am now seeing more of a change in my body, which makes me so happy, I’ve come a long way to finally be here. Throughout my entire life, I had tried losing weight, but was never able to achieve what I wanted and I didn’t understand why. I thought hmm maybe I have a thyroid problem, but it’s evident now, that is not the problem. It was obviously my eating habits. I am the kind of person that will put on weight immediately, which sucks big time. My fiancé can eat what he likes and hardly gains weight, if at all.

At times in my life, I tried diet pills, tried those plastic sweat suits, nothing worked, it really came down to what I was eating. Exercise is a big contributor, I need to get to exercising, but I hate being lazy, and that is what I am. Even though I am losing weight, I am not really exercising, which I should. Ugh get it together girl, you can do this. Hehe a little self pep talk there.

I’ve lost 49 lbs so far, and hopefully by the time I reach my goal this year, I will have lost 100 or close to *fingers crossed* I am at the halfway point, and we are in July now, 5 more months to shed another 50 lbs, gosh I hope I can do it, it would be so amazing, but you know, even if I don’t. I am okay with that, because I know I will continue to lose weight regardless. Reaching 49 lbs is a big milestone for me. I’m happy.

I am also happy because today is my and my fiancés 5th year anniversary, so I want to wish him a very Happy Anniversary, you have made my life complete, your are my #1 supporter as I am yours. You are my everything, I love you so much William! You are such a blessing in my life. Thank you for loving me, for being in my life, for making me happy.

And lastly I wish everyone a Happy and safe 4th of July!